baby
love
whatever i can call you
as long as i can call you
please take this walk with me
i have a life for you all planed
we can discuss the minor details another time
right now i wanna lay out the basics
lets face it
most of the cats your interested in
they frontin
you frontin like you dont know they frontin
they are wanting
you and they leave you wanting more that they cant give
yet you search in the same place
allow me to demonstrate the error of your ways
since i mentioned yours ill mention mine
i figure you'll see the greatness in time
leaving open the possibility of lonileness
for both of us
i wont make the same mistake another thousand time i promise
id rather vomit on a plate and eat it
then to allow our connection to be a secret
id rather vomit on a plate and eat it
than to say some shit like that again nevertheless i mean it.
weather it be pundits, critics, the stars, psychics
crystals, crystal ball, an amnethys crystal wall
god want you
nothing can deny god.

after listening to i am

i sit back with this pack of zig zags
and this bag of this purp
hoping for work
maybe even a part time job
just to keep me a snob
cant fuck with the brown
trying to learn how
but my tolerance wont allow it
blew a whole half the other day
just thinking about my eternity
hoping it ends before it begins
like this sentence
they say just vent it
but i'm sitting with this pad
waiting for words
then to dispense them
cant continue on with this sentence
maybe you can know to much
a clutch of the nine pointed at the temple
a simple answer to a question
why live for?
never in the life of those that live right
did the demons outside haunt the base ment at night
i sit in fright as a clucth the clear purp joint just rolled
figuring out life situations as i grow old
wondering if
wondering if
means i really do give shit
look at his penmenship
dont even use the proper form
abnormal and it aint trying to be unformal
the pretention
in the thought left unmentioned
what are we mind readers
im trying to see the light for the trees as i aim full force through the forest
i have spent all my life trying to do right
trying to live fresh
maybe there is a slow sleep in death
but my souls knows better
same shit different dimension
did i mention im third i gifted
saw what the doctor would say as i came out
first words out my mouth
im here to clean the game out
give me a mic
give me a topic
ill talk about it in way not used often
call me krs -2
im on the nuts
say what ya want
give none
spit so the sun can cool low let the temp drop easy
i plan to be the martry that makes you live life easy
call me j.c the return to basics
i manifest therefore i exists
talk to fan or fam
and theyll tell you the same thing
talk to an artist or politician theyll sell you the same dream
talk to a coach or an army thell fail you the same team
i sit and watch the world crumble
pundits comment as we watch the fall of an illusion.
im using to much
so i cut down
then weigth goes up
how in this cycle can i not be fucked
the can of soda i down after the bullshit meal i eat
only thing that keeps me from staying asleep
stomach problems kinda like kam
but the medicine wont allow me to purge
word!

drunk write

I went to the mutha fucking club and shit
all types of bitches showing love and shit
type wear you put a glove on
when you enter the door
every time fuck the folklore
i deplore this misogynistic bullshit niggas
but hey even i love to see butt necked making out sisters
no relation and im contemplating
if the gwop in my pock got enough to make my sit. pop
fantasies are cool when they stay them
just like the dude
cause he stays him
just like the pool when it stays it
cool. but im manifesting
digesting situations on a minute by minute basis
im spitting game with asistance for the bassist
the melody so smooth not sure if imma hit it
but i know i got the digets
come on girl let me lick it
who trippin
poit glides over obstacles
if me a car no potholes to far
into the womb it feels like columbus
and im sitting high on my nimbus
rolling on the road
if it aint pussy or a toad i aint fucking with it
the drive got me seeing four breast on one chick
in my mind i think staring out two of aint enought to loose my click
they don't like objectifying women
who the fuck am i kidding
we don't like the idea of objectifying women
but if they close off all we want to do is dig in
longer than a spoon
deeper than a tomb
when it that shit i shake the moon
its the ocean that im reaching for
i wanna feel your yearning in my pores
3

I take a look around
see niggas standing stagnant
waiting for flies to catch
i take flight
they act like its a slight
like busted wind
im growing
wind under my wings flowing
catch me on mars
once you get past neptune
see you soon
good thing time dont exsist
or young poit would be waiting long minute
eternity
but etrnity to me exixts in a second im not with self
so take your bullshit judgement somewhere else
god can throw stones
shit i was raised on pocket full of stone music
underground forever yet i work better as leader/teacher
a reach the leaders ask them to step down
or step the fuck up
or else
their health will sadly deteriorate
fucking with universal energy aint enough
i get the stoned out feeling that bodying niggas is the cure sometimes
nonviolent comunication would probably work just fine
but at times i dream of clucthing a nine
never had a gun
never scared to say it
aint ben in a fight since funcruchr plus
whAT
YALL AINT DONW
YALL DONT GET IT
WELL GET WITH IT
THIS IS REVOLUTIONARY MUSIC
NO NEED TO CLUCTH THE NINE OR THE AKS
NONVIOLENCE IS GONNA GIVE US THIS DAY
IF IT MAKES YOU FEEL ANY BETTER
THIS THE START OF JUST ONE LETTER
SA MAN THAT FUCKIN NIGGA CRAZY DUDE
AND WHATS WORSE, I TELL HIM WHAT TO DO
SO IN A FEW YOULL SEE THE MALCOM GUERA BOUNCIN
GLOCKIN POPIUN BULSHIT NIGGAS POPPIN TAGS

i hope noone i know reads this. i dont give my address out for the very fact that i can be specific. I am all that i could ever dream. i am the reason that black hippies are great to have as a ideal role model
follow me down this twisted decripit road
the gravel like the plot has long since unfoiled
sitting under a tree waiting for levo with thoughts of enlightenment
not quite the center of thought
but im trying
i light another blunt because
sometime i feel like crying
i feel like dying
yet these two maybe the same to the man to cool to express nything but pain
its all gravy if i need to save thee a should as long as it is mine
i have no problem lending in kind
however for me, just get me fucked up thats the way to deal with distress
drink it awy untill the drinking becomes the stray hair that wont stay under you cap as the wind blows you in directions you didnt mean to go.
No matter just go with the flow.

crazy thoughts

Every choice we make is in a service of a need.

what do i need?

companionship
people to like me
to feel effective, like i am making a change
to feel smart
to give to others

I can't stop thinking about cher, i feel like i am walking a tight rope and on either side of the line is a conclusion i am too worried to see what they are to falter my step. Things are working out the way i like, with my understanding of things to be that in time i will be able to express how i feel more. I am excited bout my personal growth, in that i will be able to express myself better.

i feel like dying
then i spark another one
flip those thoughts like razors
and lines and colds
come together like
soldiers walking the green mile
niggas and bad attitudes
crackers and a noose
i bust rhymes like Zues
throws lightning bolts
or gods intervention
all a fallacy like a womens intuition
i'm just here sitting
blunt in hand
ready to make a stand
falling for everything it seems has been my destiny
tired of the feeling of the floor on my back
check my back pocket to see if i can take aim
all i got in there is my web slinging pain
so i grip up to fuck up any in sight
scared of almost nothing cept cats coming to pick me up in the middle of the night
Emmit till a nigga
Diallo a pre-political figure
stomp out the revolution before it gets any bigger
how long can the mass wait for a new leader
before enough people stand up to teeter
the tower in power ready to devour our souls
then sell us to the lowest bidder
like our railroads
or our highways
by the way
nigga
nigga
nigga
get your mind right
only three things you need to be doing
living life, making money and
stand up and fighting
none of those things interfere with getting high
so don't say shit to me alright.