after listening to i am

i sit back with this pack of zig zags
and this bag of this purp
hoping for work
maybe even a part time job
just to keep me a snob
cant fuck with the brown
trying to learn how
but my tolerance wont allow it
blew a whole half the other day
just thinking about my eternity
hoping it ends before it begins
like this sentence
they say just vent it
but i'm sitting with this pad
waiting for words
then to dispense them
cant continue on with this sentence
maybe you can know to much
a clutch of the nine pointed at the temple
a simple answer to a question
why live for?
never in the life of those that live right
did the demons outside haunt the base ment at night
i sit in fright as a clucth the clear purp joint just rolled
figuring out life situations as i grow old
wondering if
wondering if
means i really do give shit
look at his penmenship
dont even use the proper form
abnormal and it aint trying to be unformal
the pretention
in the thought left unmentioned
what are we mind readers
im trying to see the light for the trees as i aim full force through the forest
i have spent all my life trying to do right
trying to live fresh
maybe there is a slow sleep in death
but my souls knows better
same shit different dimension
did i mention im third i gifted
saw what the doctor would say as i came out
first words out my mouth
im here to clean the game out
give me a mic
give me a topic
ill talk about it in way not used often
call me krs -2
im on the nuts
say what ya want
give none
spit so the sun can cool low let the temp drop easy
i plan to be the martry that makes you live life easy
call me j.c the return to basics
i manifest therefore i exists
talk to fan or fam
and theyll tell you the same thing
talk to an artist or politician theyll sell you the same dream
talk to a coach or an army thell fail you the same team
i sit and watch the world crumble
pundits comment as we watch the fall of an illusion.
im using to much
so i cut down
then weigth goes up
how in this cycle can i not be fucked
the can of soda i down after the bullshit meal i eat
only thing that keeps me from staying asleep
stomach problems kinda like kam
but the medicine wont allow me to purge
word!